I think suicidal people are cool.

I have been suicidal myself… quiet a few times.   I have even come close to death a few times due to suicide attempts.  That is why I am an member here at the SP forum and come here regularly to vent.  I mean lets face the truth.  Life can be hard.  It can be painful > it can become a big mess of bullshit to deal with and when that happens.  Suicide can become and attractive choice to make.   I fully understand!

Currently I am getting along well.  But the issue of suicide is always at the back of my mind and ultimately I will probably end my life before i get too old.   I can relate to suicidal people.  I think suicidal people are cool.   I dont want anybody to kill themselves > but I can understand why many people do.   I can fully relate to people in their suffering and wanting it to end.  I can fully relate to being in a place where life is not satisfying and it all just seems so pointless to go on.

I just want to say.  I am here for you.  Who ever you are.

If your suicidal and just want somebody to talk to about it privately then you can email me

my email is phantomcitizen43(at)yahoo dot com

I like talking about the subject of suicide.    Its a subject that I know about.  Its a subject that I am interested in.    I dont judge people for exploring the idea or for contemplating it.   I am a pretty good listener.  I wish you the best with everything.

have a good day everybody