Working out has sucked balls this week. Its likely the poisonous fat burner building up in my system sapping my energy. Im tired and depressed all the time as is. I’m not going to stop as long as it works. Im tired of life in general though. Idek what to do. Tomorrow I’m going to scout a bridge to see if it is big enough to die from. Looking at pictures it doesn’t look it but its worth a look. Im trying to figure out additional help in finishing myself off. Even if I don’t do it immediately its good to have in my back pocket.I want to die though. Ive been on this site off and on for 5 years. Different screen names tons of posts a lot of which have been deleted. Im not getting better. Ive been in a suicidal low my whole life. Im sick of lonely insignificance.
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I really hope that it isn’t out of line for me to say that I hope the bridge works out for you, if only so that you don’t resort to the fat burner. I read your previous post.
I won’t use the fat burner as a method i can barely deal with the sides on a normal dose an attempt dose would be agony.
Okay. Well, I’m relieved to hear that at least.
You sure have strength to live 5 years with suicidal thoughts man I also started my depression cycles on and off since 2011 at 13 years old being bullied at Jr high I didn’t believe I could make it this far but In still am here and hope you continue to fight as well or if your convinced of doing it investigate all information and be convinced there’s no going back.
Ive neen suicidal for more like 22+ years lol. I just found out about this site 5 years ago. Im so tired i haven’t checked out the bridge.