Sometimes I really wish people would leave me alone. They have such high expectations and they think so highly of me that sometimes I worry what would happen if I were to do something that they wouldn’t think I would do. I don’t know how to cope with this. I don’t want to let them down, but at the same time I really don’t care. It’s so confusing. I don’t want them to change the way they see me, but sometimes I think it can’t be helped. I just don’t want them to think of me badly I guess. I don’t know…
I’m sorry… I’m not your hero anymore.
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Try the best that you can. However, we can only do so much. Try not to bend yourself backwards for other people. At the end of the day, it’s your life, and the expectations that top them all is your own. Also, don’t worry about them seeing you negatively. There’s a reason why they’re in your life, and as such, their view of you won’t change so easily for the worse.
I feel the same.
And in my case in the past I was a hero but since 2.5 years ago I am not anymore but people go on expecting I remain a hero. I can’t anymore because now I seldom want sth…most of the time I think is stupid do so much in this life if I’ll end up suiciding anyway…