I just want to be gone. Not the dead gone just yet but the runaway gone. I want to run far far away where no one will remember me and I will lose contact with everyone. I might as well just fake my death. I personally however feel like suicide is a sin for me. I’m sick of this family. It sucks to be a girl because you are disrespected (in this family). Then there are my friends who will never be there for me. Who takes my problem and changes it to theirs so they won’t have to listen to my crap even though I will be there for them at 3am. I hate everything in this life and I’m just waiting then once I’m ready I’m going to be gone forever.
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Unfortunately we can’t choose our family, so try to rough it out until you can detach yourself. Also, if your friends are like that, then they were never truly your friends to begin with. Try to find people that will actually reciprocate your efforts, or at least try to be a friend to you. O and “starting over” is often a good idea. I hope that you find a better life, when you go through with it.
It’s only me who puts effort and I’m not even lying. I think I’ll start over this year as school is starting. Thank you!
I think you should do exactly what you are planning.