The feeling of being overwhelmed is a struggle I deal with on a daily basis. It leaves me feeling tired and like I just cant do it anymore. I feel like my soul is tired and I just don’t want to go though life anymore. Im sick of struggle and pain. Im sick of everyone expecting me to do everything like . I NEED A VACATION BADLY WITHOUT ANY VACATION In SIGHT. All I keep hearing is grow up deal with it, put your big girl panties on and deal with your shit. Well im almost 40 and have always been the one to take care of everyone. when is someone gonna let me rest and take care of me. Its all on me to work and pay the bills – which are severe. If I quit my job I loose everything ive built to achieve. But if I keep going to work all day and crying at my desk half the day that’s not gonna end well for anyone involved. I m on Prozac and that doesn’t seem to be helping. Everyone also keeps telling me if I take my life that my son(who is autistic) will have to go to a home and will have a bad life. I don’t want that to happen I love him very much. But sometimes I just feel like im being mentally tourtured by the world and don’t want to be here any more
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I understand feeling like it’s not worth it to go through so much agony for someone else. But you shouldn’t just live for your son. Live for you. Find something that you love doing-that can take the stress away. Listen to music. Walk outside. Paint. Do SOMETHING for YOU. I know that what I say won’t make you feel better. I get that. But just know that somebody hears. Somebody cares. I’m so sorry.
Perhaps try different pills or combination as more advance meds are in the market.
Perhaps a support group?
I dont know what else to say .i feel your pain.
You deserve a warm hug.
Thank you for listening. it helps