My existence has now got so unbearable that I feel my resistance to suicide is weakening. I reckon I could even go by train or height, hideous ways to go. The other methods are too foolproof. I cannot suffer another year of the kind of horrible feelings I’ve had this year. They are considering ECT but I don’t envisage anything making me want to live. I’ve had chest pains of late too, brilliant. Just fucking let me out of this nightmare I was never meant to be and never belonged from day one.
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I would certainly give the ECT a shot if I were you. You can always kill yourself later if it doesn’t work.
That’s very cold
I don’t see how. I’m not saying he SHOULD kill himself. I’m just saying that the option will always be there for him, should he choose too.
Maybe you don’t understand my definition of cold just like i don’t understand your definition of worthless
Haha, maybe.
Yes my thoughts exactly
I’m sorry if I hurt you. It was entirely unintentional. Best wishes, nuclearbackpack.
No it’s ok, that’s my plan, ECT and then gone if it doesn’t work. Which I don’t expect it will.
Well, I’m very glad that you’ll be giving it a chance. I’ve heard a lot of success stories about ECT on this forum.