I have been depressed (I guess) for about a year. I have been called names at home, at school and even by my friends (even though they kid it hurts). To top it off my dad died recently and now I’m stressed out. My friend thinks I am being overly dramatic but I’m not. This is how I feel. I want to cut but I don’t want people asking me what happened. I’ve tried snapping hair bands on my wrist, digging my nails into my skin and scratching. One day someone said I was emo because I was trying to hurt myself. But I’m not. In reality I seem like a happy person. I laugh, smile, joke around and act my normal self. Then I look in a mirror or remember something from the past. I just want help.
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I’m sorry about your father. I’m really sorry
Must be very hard , I can not imagine how it feels .
But I understand depression and how people think you ‘re overreacting ,and then you would not tell anyone how you feel because everyone will say that.Well, that happens to me .So it’s easier to smile than to explain why you feel depressed. talk to someone here might help you a bit. They know how you feel.
or… you’ve tried with a psychologist ? I do not like them but each person is different
Please seek help google local support group. Therapist, ask your school counselor or nurse or the information below on this website page.good luck to you please hang in there.
Someone postes this,
And the credit goes to… playdead4fun
Yeah Right. That’s a refreshing post for me
Something hit me hard. Specially that sentence.
This one : “Things are better not because they really are better but because I decided that things and people won’t keep affecting me as they were”.