Recently I went back to school and me and my best friend were in a perfect conditions,during summer I was a bit depressed I didn’t see the point in life,she made me laugh but from one day to another she started hanging out with one of the popularity and so now I feel lonely I have other friends but none can fill her spot,I asked her why she doesn’t talk to me anymore and she said that it was because I like making fun of her,but I was always just joking I mean we always joked around with each other,But we don’t talk anymore and I feel like I’m not the same person I was 6 months ago I’m happy and cheerful as usual when in at school but when I get home and no ones around I break down because every day I lie in my head I imagine a gun to my head and me shooting it or how great it would be to just be someone else,I have lost meaning to life I mean what the point of living if you die anyways.Im that girl that gets perfect scores and is always laughing,but then you notice those bags under her eyes and wonder if she ever even sleeps,and those cuts in her wrist,well let’s just say that a cat didn’t scratch her,but people don’t ask any more after you give them an excuse.Is it because they don’t care?or are they just ignorant?
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It isn’t entirely that they don’t care. It is because they are afraid and/or don’t know how to help so it is easier for them to ignore the problem.
Being alone is when you can get lost in your head and dark thoughts come out. You need to find a way to distract yourself when this starts to happen. Something that is healthy and positive and won’t cause you pain.
None of this will be easy and it will take time. I believe you can get through this. Stay strong and never loose your happiness and cheerfulness. 😀