My Boyfriend Recently Broke Up With Me Because His Parents Forced Him To. I Try To Talk To My Friends On XboxLIVE. But I Still Have Xbox360. They Have XboxOne… They Mean So Much To Me. We Were Actually Planning On Living Together Along With My Boyfriend. Yeah I Met Them Online Gaming… But I Met My BF In Person.. Best Day Ever. My Other Friend Not Yet But Soon.
Now…….. I Feel Like Everything’s Falling Apart. And I Don’t Know What To Do Or Who To Turn To… I Used To Be A Cutter… But I Stopped For My Friends. Because I Know They Would Miss Me If I Did Kill Myself….
But, Like I Said, I Feel So Alone… And I Have No One To Turn To…. And I Feel Like A Failure.. I’m Having Trouble In School, I Feel So Stupid, I Feel My Suicidal Thoughts Coming Back….. I Mean, I Still Talk To My Ex……… But I Think He’s Busy Or Something.. I Miss Talking To Him Every Single Day, I Miss Hearing His Voice, I Miss Playing Video Games With Him Online… I Miss Us Being Together.. But His Parents Forced Him To Break Up With Me. He HATES The Idea As Well… Which Hurts Because He Promised That I Wouldn’t Deal With Another Break Up… It Hurts Me Because He PROMISED. I Kinda Knew It Would Happen. I Was Debating On Who’s Parents Will Find Out First. But I Guess He Wins… I Feel So Alone.. And I Don’t Know What To Do Anymore. There’s No Way I’m Touching Another Blade. What If He Loses Feelings For Me? What If He Doesn’t Love Me Anymore? Me, Him And Our Friend Planned On Living Together. 3 Of Us In The Same House… Happy Lives… Now I Feel So Alone…. What Should I Do?
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That’s really unfair, im so sorry that happened to you…but you sound like youre young so maybe in the future if you are really meant to be you could be together and show his parents that you make each other truly happy…but in the meantime you shouldn’t put so much energy on being sad about it because its not worth it. Tell your other friend how you feel and try to just tell it all…its good to tell someone how you feel…just having someone to listen….
be strong ?
Thank You So Much..
My girlfriend dumped me after she swore she would always be there for me. I know that pain, it hurts so damn bad. I will say I find it ridiculous that his parents made him break up with you and even worse that he actually did it. My parents couldn’t make me do anything as a kid, especially not stab somebody in the back. I’m really sorry that happened to you.
How old are you?
***** shut up you don’t know how it feels to not be inlove
That’s uncalled for. Remember the rules: No hate. And it’s frankly ridiculous to presume to know how the OP does or doesn’t feel.
You never knew my pain, although it was 6 years ago.