I have a feeling that no one will read this but I need to be able to talk to someone. When I was about 3 my dad went away to jail, so my mom remarried and I had a stepdad. I had already been exposed to sex, because my mom had gotten raped a lot at the time. So my stepdad raped me beat me, and today I’m really messed up because of that. My mom and stepdad told me to shop lift, made me look at pornography and I hated it. Today I wake up afraid that my stepdad will find me and kill me.At school I even get bullied. I’ve tried to relive the pain,but I just can’t. When I was 5 my grandparents found out about everything that was happening to me and brought me to live with them. It helps, but I still have flashbacks about it all. So your still reading and I’m very thankful for that, sorry for wasting your time.
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That’s heavy, i have acknowledged your post
Definitely not wasting anyone’s time.
I’m sure plenty of people have read your story even if they haven’t responded and it’s not a waste of our time. You and your suffering matters and it’s not trivial. It’s good that your grandparents helped you out. Perhaps there is a therapist at your school you can inform and they can help you further.
That was a lot more interesting than the movie I’m pretending to watch for everyone else’s sake… I’m sorry the people who were supposed to love you took advantage of you like that :/
That is extreme, much worse than anything that has ever happened to me, I was so sad to read it.
Do not think about ur past think about ur future. When no one was with u, ur grandparents stood by ur side. Live for them live with them. Try to spend most of ur time with them and choose a good carreer for u and earn so much money to help them. I do not know what else to say but u can be a friend of mine and i can help u. I just want to see everyone happy. U can email me @ joshineeraj92@gmail.com.