I remember telling my brother that I won’t end up lonely because I will start work and school soon and meet people. Well here I am in class looking at the many girls I would like to talk to but I know I wont. I just got back from work too. Where there I quietly open boxes all day. My boss is a talkative person but I tend to just chuckle and agree to what he says or smile and say “oh.” Thats all I can ever say. I never know what to say. At work all I hear are happy songs or love song. The happy songs make me feel sad and the love songs make me feel lonely. It’s loneliness that kills me. I am quiet at work I am quiet at school. I have a small group of 4 friends. Three out of those four are all off on there own world in relationships. I want to be more talkative. I want to find love. I want to be high.
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Try to cut out the happy songs and love songs, they’ll only bring you down.
Norwegian Death Metal is the perfect soundtrack to provide meaning in your life as you quietly open boxes.
Best wishes.
I find surrounding myself with positive things will help fight the sadness. It works sometimes and I decided it is better to try then succumb and wallow in the loneliness and sadness.
Is there anything you are passionate about or an activity or hobby you enjoy? If there is, focus on that so you can give your mind a break from the stuff that troubles you.
This stuff is tough to live with. Keep your chin up and keep fighting. May your future days be brighter.