Death by a lover

well I’ve been trying to work out thinks with my exe but seems like things are going good but idk somethings up I can feel it and its destroying me thinking about it and it hurts plus she was the only one there for me now I have no one she just left me to go drink with some guys I’ll come back for you she said but she hasn’t come so I’m gonna string up I had it with this life shit fr man I’m so alone and lonely it gets hard trying to keep myself together everyday today I give up man she hurt me she could’ve saved me but she chose to let me leave but I’m not bluffing this time im gonna do it and I’m gonna be so happy for once in my life I can feel it put me outta my misery so I don’t have to go through life like this I don’t want not anymore it’s to painful it truly is but this is good bye hopeless boy is feed up so time to tighten the noose so it doesn’t come loose