I might start drinking now.
Don’t get the wrong idea, I don’t like alcohol at all.
But it seems it helps you to forget and soothe the pain. And have some fun.
And now that my reason to live is gone and coming back when I’ll already be dead, I think I really need it.
I’m crying a lot.
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You sound like me. I decided to drink to forget the pain 2 years ago. I’m a 38 year old alcoholic. Aside from the awful hangovers and migraines, I drink and it works….sometimes.
I just want to say please don’t use drinking as your refuge. It can lead to alcoholism and without you realizing it, you can be a different person to other people when your drinking.
I understand, though when I do drink I feel even more miserable afterwards than I did before. However if it workes for you who is anyone to tell you not to do it.