So, im 15 i know im young but, i just need some answers. I’ve been wanting to kill myself since i was around 10. i’ve really lost all the people i care for and ive had a crappy life.
My little brother told me to kill myself already. So, did my bestfriend/ex he also told me to kill myself too. My parents arent the worse but, they arent the best too. My biological father lives god knows where now, and is good for nothing. My mother is always stressed out and snaps at me alot. My step father was abusive but, has changed his ways… hes still angry most of the time though. The only slightly good person in my life is my little sister even though she hates me most of the time.
But, past all of that i need some help with choosing a way to die. Tylenol overdoes, drowning, cars, hanging, etc. There just so many to choose from its hard to pick. If its not to much to ask i would like some help trying to decide or you can try to convince me to not kill myself. At this point i just want some help…
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You are beyond blessed. You are being tested because you have been chosen to change the world. You haven’t made any permanent mistakes yet. You will live a great life.
Hey FluffyPotato.
I’m 18 years old. Being young and wanting to die sucks. I’ve struggled since I was 13 but here I am. I’m not quite sure how to attempt to talk you out of ending your own life, as it is a personal decision. But I’ll let you know why I haven’t ended my own.
My dog would miss me. I wouldn’t be around for the next album of my favorite band. I would miss out on concerts. I wouldn’t get the satisfaction of death-defying experiences like skydiving. The warmness of waking up covered in blankets. Cold, rainy nights. The smell of candles. And I want to prove to the world that I’m not going to succumb to its shitty ways.
Stupid reasons, I know, but they’re what keep me going. I’ve come a long way, 5 years, and it seems like a lifetime when you take one day at a time. But at this time next year, I’ll have my own life in a different state with a fresh slate. Things are looking up, and if you end it now, you might miss out on the little things.
“In order to win, one must lose.” Don’t kill yourself. You have opportunity ahead of you, freedom when you reach 18 is there if you want it. See how you are then, but now, don’t do it…. and don’t listen to those telling you to kill yourself…. they need to be slapped upside the damn head. They are wrong. Anyone tells you to kill yourself, no. fuck them. Ignore it, you are better than that. Don’t listen to it, and don’t tell yourself you should either.
You know what it’s like to lose, you know the pain. So don’t take it. Rise up, it will be your time to win eventually. Stay strong. If you really want help, try to reach out to your family if you think they could help. If not, talk to a counselor at school… even just for advice. Even if you don’t want to tell everything, get some of it out, seek advice somewhere.. Stay strong kid.
~Oathkeeper
hello fluffy potato,
Im so happy you expressed yourself in this website today. I hope you don’t kill yourself because you seem to be very caring. Im sorry you are going thru a hard time but don’t mistake a dark time for a reason to kill yourself. Sometimes it may seem like everything is hopeless but we are build to survive. Don’t you give up one your little sister and on your little brother. And most importantly Don’t give up on yourself. You are gonna grow up to be a strong individual. All moms are stressed out and a little bit crazy but your mom loves you with all her heart and you love your family, so hang in there.
i recommend you get out of that situation first before killing yourself and see how things go from there. i get the feeling its your environment hurting you. and tell dipshit brother and piece of shithead of an ex to go fuck themselves. stand up for yourself and stop taking shit lying down. no one likes a fight but no one can go on avoiding them forever
I don’t have much to contribute, but this much I’ll say. If you find yourself NEEDING to kill yourself, don’t do pills. It only screws you up and won’t kill you.