I fell for you

Sometimes I do things without thinking. I hate myself for doing it.
Sometimes I say things without thinking. I hate myself for saying it.
I let myself fall for you. I hate myself for letting me fall.
I knew I wasn’t ready. I knew it. I hate myself for having emotions.
I hate that I love you.
I hate that I still love you.
Even after you hurt me.
I still love you.
Even after all you put me though.
I still love you.
One time I fell in love. I hate myself for falling.