Hello. I’m almost positive that I’m back to having depression. With everything going on such as college aps, struggling to be more social, and just the effort it takes to go to school, I feel that I’m back to feeling like shit. However, I can’t say that I am suicidal. I feel as if I am in limbo though. I have no motivation to kill myself and I have no motivation to keep going. I often question why I even get up in the morning, but don’t have the motivation to break the cycle and stay there. Sometimes I just feel like getting up and just leaving. Walk away and keep on walking. Walk away from my family, walk away from my responsibilities, walk away from everything. I use to imagine what people would think once I was gone. At this point I don’t really care anymore. I just want to walk away. Then I feel the need to stay. I feel the need to keep on going with what I’m doing and see all of it through. I guess I’m stuck in limbo. Thanks for listening.
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