Well I’m done this proves it not a person in this world cares not my family no one in all alone I hate this I’ve been trying to get help so I don’t hurt myself but I can’t help it anymore I can’t take this I’m broken beyond repair I’m don’t so tonight I’m gonna do it I’m done living like this sick of it I’m already dead the only person I loved left me she said she would never leave me but she did and I thought what she said was true but I guess not because she destroyed me and no drugs are alcohol can take the pain away she’s happy with him I don’t hate her I’m glad she found happiness in him but me I just couldn’t move on she was the one I changed my life for but not its all gone just like her but yeah she said I hope this makes you hate your self and that it destroys you and well it is your gonna get what you want I really hope you love it when I’m gone because I was always there for you till the end but you were never there for me so now I have only one option and no ones gonna stop me I hate living like this that’s why I’m doing this I just came a across this page because I was look up how to kill my self and this came up but now it’s just pointless so tonight the night I’m gonna be happy finally gonna be happy can’t wait it exites me but I hope people out there make more effort to people like me and try help do more then what you do because once I’m gone there’s nothing you can do but wish you did something but you didn’t and you will have to live with that for the rest of your life but thanks for nothing sp
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Hey. I wanted to respond to your post, but I’m at work.
Shoot me an email at reason0823sp at gmail . com and I’ll get back to you ASAP. I’d love to chat. You don’t have to end things tonight.
Fight off your demons.
I’m not sure if English is a second language for you or not but you might want to consider punctuation in your posts because it’s sorta hard to read an entire wall of text that’s one big long multi-line proclamation with numerous grammatical errors with no periods commas or breaks in it which makes the reader sorta lose interest because they feel like they gotta read without ever taking a breath and I’m not sure what exactly you wrote because I drowned after the 4rth line
No offense. Merry Christmas.
If you do end up committing tonight then I hope you are at least able to be at peace for your last couple of moments. I’m not going to encourage you to go through with it or try to prevent you from it, no matter how bad that sounds. We don’t know everything that you’ve been through.
I just hope for your sake that if you do go through with this that you’re not scared or regretful as you are dying. Because honestly, nobody deserves that. Just think it over one more time and if you still feel like this is the best option then I wish you the best of luck.
It’s my only option but thanks for nothing
You have more options. I know shit’s rough right now, but losing a 19 year old to suicide sucks. My email’s there if you wish to email me, but I suppose it’s your choice. I wish you the best.
Nothing special about me sorry to be you down
There’s something special about all of us, really. We’re all different.
Not about me that’s why I’m doing this I’m just waiting till gets a little darker so I don’t want anybody to try stop what I’m gonna do
Why everyone else, but not you? Each of us has something special that makes us unique.
Not me everyone leaves now I must to and I always told myself if I can’t find happiness here I’d go searching somewhere else and I did find it so I’m going but thanks for trying to care