I’m a mess. I want to be fixed I am willing to try one last time. If it doesn’t work, if i cant be fixed then ‘im ending it. So while i’m not mad or anything i’m going to write my letter.
Dear Everyone at my school,
I was in the search for the GREAT MANIFESTO! I suppose if you are reading this then i found it. I dont want to die and be remembered as the overly hyper girl in class or the girl who sat in class and did nothing. I want to be remembered as the girl who… well i am not sure how i want you to remember me. Honestly no one in this whole school or town really knows me, all of the people at this school just think i am just another face in the hallway. I’m not though i’m so much more. So so much more. But if any of you cared or wanted to know that you would have asked.
Mal G.: I know this is your first year teaching and one of your students is about to off herself. But i’m really not just some “student” i ate lunch with you everyday and you ranted to me about the stupid students you disliked. Also i really hope you fail Eric just because he is a lil ***** but you know that i told you this. I’m sorry for leaving you man i know you tried to talk me out of it but it has been 5 years and no one could save me so many have tried and failed. But good luck with the teaching thing you will make it far fam.
Valencia B: I’M SORRY. I REALLY LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I HOPE FLORIDA TREATS YOU WELL DON’T BE A HOE OKAY? I really love you man. We have been best friends for 14 years you basically live in my backyard and just i have so many things i can say to you but i dont need to because you remember everything anyway. I hope bill gets fired like ugh i hate him. Btw this isn’t your fault at all i love you i love you i love you i love you!! (if a man ask you for candy dont say YEAH and punch ur titty far down his throat just run 🙂 daily advice from- me)
Cait and Caleb: I love you guys alot and the past 13 years we all spent together were great. (Caleb i’m proud of you <3 go finish college 2 more years and then you can be a business man) (Cait I love you but you’re a major ***** loosen up and be nicer and focus on your art not dance because you have 2 left feet but i love you and i tell you most of this but honestly i am proud of you too and you have one year of high school left so just be nice to your brother and share your food more I ALWAYS HAD TO EAT GODDAMN ICE AR UR HOUSE WHEN U HAD PIZZA!!!!!!!!!! I love ya)
Main Family: I love all of you and this isnt your fault at all its mine and tell jojo and layla they can have whatever they want of mine like ANYTHING. I dont know what to say to them but jojo sucks at gymnastics she is a math type of kid get her into that. And please keep layla in Gymnastics because i swear she will go to the Olympics like i called it. And mom please stop being a raging ***** to layla and everyone else like you make everyone mad and take ur meds and stop being a whiny ***** about them you need them and i love you so so sososososo much even though we fight thanks for all the shit you ever gave me. Grams and Gramps we talked about all of this and just ask Melissa for all my stuff and you will find all of your answers.
Melissa B. : Thanks
Dad: Ur a dumb ass who came in and out of my life and called me in random times of the day. You made me ask my mother at 5 Why my daddy didnt want me? Why wasn’t i good enough? But you know whats funny im not even good enough for the ones who stayed.
Rick,Daisy,Daisy P, All my “friends”: Sorry yall we had good times i guess and its not ur fault so yea.
Mrs.Corry: Dont freak out anytime you think of me count to 3 and move on and when its really bad count to 80.
Brandon: Im sorry but you already know why i did this so yea i guess if you do it too we might meet up where ever the fuck we go
To anyone i forgot : SORRY