Anyway…just a rant.
I don’t know why I am feeling this way and why all of a sudden, out of no where, after months of doing so much better, the same feeling of hopelessness and despair and sadness and all those other bad feelings- wash over me again. Ealier this year, near the beginning of the year, I lived off of suicidal thoughts. However, these past few months things got better. I made new friends, I gained confidence, and I learned to accept things that I couldn’t control. Yet now… I feel like everything is overwhelming me and I can’t escape it. I feel so weak and lame.
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That does really suck, especially when you know you can be better, and how good it feels. I’m having the same issue right now, trying to stay in control of my depression and fight it. but it sucks doing it on your own, no friends to support me no doctors or therapists or medication. probably not the best plan, but don’t have enough motivation to get others help. I hope your able to overcome this…sometimes a short festa and spoiling yourself can be helpful. but its hard to find time and motivation, i know.
Thank you so much. Slowly I am starting to feel a little bit better and things have changed, thank God. Sometimes I wonder if I should get help or not..but I somehow always push through, and in the end, I make it out on my own. I hope it works out for you too. 🙂