Gonna have to step this up with this stuff. All I’ve all had so far is thoughts and research for the past few months, gonna have to come a time when I get serious.
Gonna be shit leaving my family behind, but I gotta think of myself in this. They don’t know some of the shit I’ve put up with or what being trapped in a minds like.
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If you mean scouting for locations to commit suicide, I would suggest taking long, long walks into desolate areas and seeing where it takes you. If you see a fence, climb it. If it’s a restricted area, all the better. Few weeks ago, I found the ruins of an old mental institution hidden beyond fields and forests, not too far from where I live – I had heard about it growing up and located it on google maps. Stumbled through burnt chunks of rubble and furniture, climbed it’s scaffolding and stood on it’s roof. Even found a basement area which was pretty damn scary, but exhilarating to explore. I know it’s weird but I love doing stuff like that.