Archive for November, 2004

Sooo Tired

Saturday, November 27th, 2004

Soooo tired. Sooo tired of living. Sooo tired of existing. Sooo tired of being suicidal. Sooo tired of being me. Sooo tired of living situation. Sooo tired of trying.
Before I was hit by a car, I had dreams. I had a bright future. After the accident, I […]

Living or dying

Thursday, November 4th, 2004

I spend most my days thinking about suicide. I want the pain to stop but it never does. I continue to do things to screw up my life more all the time. I lose job after job because I can’t cope. I can’t sleep or I can’t stay awake.I have been to cousling on always […]