Archive for March, 2005

Real Loss

Tuesday, March 22nd, 2005

I sit here tonight as I do every night, wishing that I had the answers to this tragedy that seems to be consuming so many people every day. I didn’t realize that there were some many suicides each day. Now that I do know, I know that we are losing really beautiful people […]

dark days of surviving a suicide

Tuesday, March 22nd, 2005

My beautiful, wonderful, healthy, happy, loved, intelegent step son killed himself this past Sept. by a gunshot to the head. He was 19. The days since then have been filled with nothing but agony. I find it hard to work, to sleep, to do anything I ever enjoyed. It’s hard to laugh anymore. I’ve got […]

Tired of Living and ready to Die

Saturday, March 5th, 2005

I dont know why I am writing here, it feels like waste of time. Pretty much how my life is anyway, a big waste of time. I ussually keep things inside because I believe people dont really care about much anyway other than to feel superior when someone else has problems. I never […]