What would you do, if you are in my shoes? Experiencing what im experiencing now? What if two people that you care most. Somehow betrade you shoots you with their words? This pain I can’t bare, it feels as if i

I have lots of freind and good family
i dont want to be selfish but im never happy
i would like to end it all some how
and i just want everyone to understand its what i want….
please… I dont want to be here anymore and i never asked to be here.

I need to tell you that my grandma committed suicide which opened the door to many others in our family following her foot steps. Suicide is not a personal choice because suicide opens the door to others in your family to follow you. After my grandmother choose to suicide, my cousin tried three times only […]

Sometimes I feel like I should die.. it’s been enough. Its the same old story.. people coming here and writing their stuff in stress. Why do I feel so alone when I think about my first love. Why I didn’t ever feel the same again? God! it’s been ten years now! I couldn’t even […]