Archive for April, 2007

I just wish it was over

Wednesday, April 11th, 2007

I don’t think I would ever have the guts to do myself in, but I’m so very tired, I have much to be thankful for, but have suffered such loss. My mother died of cancer when I was 17, my father was murdered when I was 32, I am a cancer survivor and a […]

rational suicide

Monday, April 9th, 2007

You know — my marriage and my job are both in trouble, but I know I can navigate these problems…….. there’s nothing that wrong with my life. And there’s nothing that wrong with me.
And sometimes I feel happy.
But no matter what problems I navigate, there are always just more. I can really see that […]

How to die

Monday, April 9th, 2007

It’s lousy everyday with pain all over my body. I just want to end it all so that i can start my life afresh. I have no control over this body. Pls tell me how to do it without hurting anyone esp. my family…….