Archive for April, 2008

friday its only days away but it feels like a lifetime

Wednesday, April 30th, 2008

Well I suppose 2 days is a lifetime at the moment its kind of funny to hear about suicide via hanging… My advice is do research on what ur gunna attatch the rope to, I have been for the past few days and when i can go n buy my rope to make my knoose […]

Fuck it

Tuesday, April 29th, 2008

well, i really dont know why im still living, ive had enough of this fucking world, i figured that out when i was 7.
saw my friend hanging from a rope and dangling from the ceiling, worst thing ive ever seen in my life, and every single day from that point on, ive always wondered why […]

Stop the Bullies

Tuesday, April 29th, 2008

I wouldn’t be the first or the last to commit suicide because of bullies. I’m intelligent. Talented. Get along well everywhere but in the office. My boss, a freak who was fired from a job 20 years ago for molesting dead bodies in a funeral home likes to send me out to accident scenes (I’m […]

How to say goodbye

Tuesday, April 29th, 2008

For many years I have been very suicidal I have always found ways out of my depression. Infact I have found my own ways with out medicne to cope with my depression and suicidal thoughts/tendancies but now I dont have those abilities anymore. I dont have anyone to talk to and I cant get my […]

Will I make it out.

Monday, April 21st, 2008

It is good to finally have a place to post what I am really thinking and feeling. So many other sites don’t allow suicidal posts. I understand why—that could really make a lot of people worried. In a sense, this is not a suicidal post because at the moment, I am sitting here writing instead […]

Balls.

Saturday, April 19th, 2008

I’m not a social person. I don’t like being around people. Most of the time I think they’re judging me, thinking I’m weird or going to talk about me behind my back. I know they won’t but I think it anyway. So I avoid any kind of social situation. I just sit in my room all day…

hey

Tuesday, April 8th, 2008

hey guys, im not exactly new 2 this, but ive never actually writen anything 2 post other tan comments and stuff, but im just saying tht im here 2 help, and tht i think tht the ppl who actually write on this are very brave for putting themselves out there for something like this, but […]