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Four years ago, I wanted to end it. But the love of my animals, and the love for my dreams, kept me going. Now I have a friend who is going through a bad time. But I survived through the ugliness of it all. And so damm happy I chose to stay-no matter what!
Fight […]

OK so I’m “Brooke” and I am 16 years old, 17 in September. I come from a very wealthy and affluent family and I seem to have it all. Yet deep down inside I am absolutely insane and dark. I’m not afraid to show people this side of me but I know If I were […]

OK so I’m “Brooke” and I am 16 years old, 17 in September. I come from a very wealthy and affluent family and I seem to have it all. Yet deep down inside I am absolutely insane and dark. I’m not afraid to show people this side of me but I know If I were […]

Everybody says, “If you think about committing suicide, you should get help.” ::: so i am thinking, if you want help, ya, get help. or walk into a hospital, and ask for some pills so you can get some pills and a 3 day lockdown. but, really, you don’t want […]

I can’t write about it.
A problem has grown into a mountain.
I feel hurt and have no one I can share this feeling with.
Why am I here and what is my purpose in life?
I have failed and failed and failed agin.
How can I tell someone what I truly feel,
when the world around me has such a […]

Today happens to be my 34th birthday. I have been a survivor of debilitating depression since I was 19. I have forgotten the person I was. After 14 years of severe depression and all of the questions all of the odd looks all of the hopelessness and pain. All of those wasted years and potential. […]

Life . . . What is it?
Your born kicking and screaming into a world that might not always accept you.
Icolation confinds me to my own persoanal buble.
What is the purpose of life?
Does anyone truly know?
What are you supposed to do with the time given to you?
What if the time isnt enough?
Its a constant ticking […]

does someone have to be before the world would be better off with out them?
I have five friends. I love them; I would do anything I could to make them happy. I feel this isn’t enough, however. My flawed personality and value isn’t worthy of these people - and they’re aware of it. They have […]

I’m not planning anything right now, just longing for rest and peace from this weary old life. I’m worn out–mentally, physically, emotionally. My brain and endocrine system are broken down, and it’s hard as hell to get any help. And it’s lonely because so few people know what it’s like to be so deeply exhausted […]

Basically My Life Story, Reasons For Being Suicidal.