i used to have a beautiful life with my mom. until she remarried with a jerk who always say stupid things to me. since the day she remarried happy overturned my life into hell. i struggled everyday to go on.
as i grow up, it got worst. at some point i failed in my life. […]
I feel fairly sane, but maybe I am not able to judge that for myself. I have a good job, I have an advanced degree, I am not unattractive, and I have amazing parents and siblings. That last factor, is what makes me feel stuck. I feel like it is time for my life to […]
Just as the title of my post indicates … I am hanging by a thread. I’m well aware I suffer from bipolar disorder, which ranges from mild to moderate to (at times) severe. How I’ve lasted this long amazes me. I know I need help, and that help is out there … but seemingly only […]
About 2 years ago, my husband and I had begun having strainful marital difficulties that are too numerous to mention. We really had a wonderfu life beforehand. I had worked my whole life, going to college (not graduating, but choosing work instead), dated, and found my soul-mate at 23. What are […]
I have tried to kill myself before. i was a stupid, screwed up kid. not for suicide. but for the failed attempts. if i had ended it all then and there, no one wold have gotten attached and i wouldnt have caused so much pain to those people whom love me in my life. there […]
I was drinking with some friends major alcohol comsumption… it takes alot to overdose but i did.. My mother found me lying on the floor of my apartment bearly breathing . Went to the hospital when they checked me out they wanted to operate on me to change out my liver its almost done with […]
I fucked up my life. I am a big fat ZERO, I am nothing. I will jump soon. No one will know I am gone, and that makes me feel so good. I am so comfortable with this feeling. Zero begets nothing. A beautiful formula.
I love being zero. My comfort only comes when I tell […]
When Ashley left me, I hit the lowest point in my life. I didn’t want to live anymore. I waited until my roommates were in bed and left my apartment. I walked in the dark with my head down and my heart beating at triple its normal rate, not caring where I […]
im a 46 yr male, have worked hard for my family for 26 yrs of marrage.At 42 I had a heart attack.ok i said ill take better care of myself.Well at 45 i had another and it scared the crap out of me.It caused me to go into depression.Now 2 months ago my wife left […]