Almost 3 weeks ago I tried to kill myself. My worst mistake ever was that I did not succeed.
I tried to overdose. I had “researched” over some time on how I would do it. My problem was I had already started drinking early in the night which I shouldn’t have done. This let […]
i will keep this short and simple. I have been suicidal since age 8 i am now 27. I battle with it every day, because suicide to me feels like the most natural thing in the world, i feel like i am suppossed to suicide, i dont know why.
I wonder if this instinctive feeling is […]
Right, Im 13, Ive beared with depression since about the age of 8, ive hidden it for a while, it all started in school when people kept beating me up because im half russian, taking the mickey out of me, then along came the unprovoked attacks on me, i moved since then at the age […]
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5th grade. that early. it started in 5TH GRADE. before my story begins i must tell you. i fall very deeply in love with a woman when i love her. i go absolutely crazy for her. getting back on topic, in 4th grade i had an enormous crush on a beautiful girl. me and her […]
my memory escapes me from about the age of 12 and before. my mom said that i was happy.
from then until i was 22 (i am 24 now) i expected to die any day. like so many others, i hated myself, my family, and life in general. nothing ever worked out, i didn’t know who […]
I have been struggling with my inner demons and haunted by the ghosts of my past for much of my life, and I don’t know how much more I can take. I’m not strong enough to keep fighting off the inner darkness, sometime sooner or later its going to engulf me… and I won’t survive. […]
It all started after my son was born he was diagnosed with muscular tortacollis, he had to go through 2 surgies and 2 years of rehab through this we managed to survive finanically. Then my wife, myself, and daughter were involved in a sea doo accident, this was a hugh struggle on an already dwindiling […]
Im 21 and have ADHD/Depression no one knows i have theses thoughts no one knows how horrible my life truly is, i have resorted to fist fighting with loved ones so they can try and see what i am going thru to get them to listen…they dont they just tell me im a horrible person […]