I am a 40 year old female happily married for 13 years, living in a nice home. Everything I dreamed of when I was a little girl, but depression has invited itself to my life. I have done all the usual things to try and uninvite depression, but as with most unwanted guest it doesn’t […]
From a really young age i thought about suicide. I’m not going to blame a shitty home-life or the fact that i never got the toys i wanted. I really don’t know what it was that made me think about those things, but one of the most vivid memories I have of my […]
I don’t have a traumatizing past. I don’t have a lot of things going against me right now. Sure, I’m under a lot of stress because of school. Sure, I don’t have any money to pay the bills. Sure, my family life is a little insane and my family has good […]
The majority of my life was spent in and out of a state of depression (I had my own zip code) and often, I was quite manic. I regularly experienced suicidal thoughts. I spent years thinking life sucked with a big fat capital “S“. In my mind life was a jail and often I thought about breaking free. I generally lived under a big ugly dark black cloud of my own making.
should i draw the line here ? Things get tougher and tougher in the future and im not even certain if i can handle it or not . I understand all the adults out there putting up with their bills, bosses, and everything else, and im only a student in high school. i think im […]
To me my life is worthless. Where do i belong? What is my worth? Who really cares for me? I ask myself this over and over every day. Most of the time i feel like if i did commit suicide who would miss me. My parents yell alot and i cant stand it im worthless […]
I tried to commit suicide 3 years ago and well again i am falling into it, my life is so messed up and i just dont know which way to turn. My husband is more interested in other women and leaving for days at a time and my children live in another state with their […]
There is no end. Just pain. Just emptiness.
Well here it is on the internet.
I used to be happy, really happy. and had a great outlook on life and used to be very friendly. it was when I reached high school that I started to get bullied. It didn’t really effect me until later on when I was of 16 years of age. […]
Problems, money money money, bankruptcy, foreclosure, medical bills, illness, PAIN, gas for home and car, work stress, living in lies, fear, depression, being alone, being overweight, being old, nothing to live for, no one to live for, loveless life. one step forward , two steps back, two steps forward 4 steps back, why hold […]