Archive for the 'Stories of Loss' Category

My life…ruined. Poor, pity me as my Dad says.

Thursday, June 26th, 2008

About 2 years ago, my husband and I had begun having strainful marital difficulties that are too numerous to mention. We really had a wonderfu life beforehand. I had worked my whole life, going to college (not graduating, but choosing work instead), dated, and found my soul-mate at 23. What are […]

love of a lifetime loss

Friday, June 20th, 2008

For the past 18 years I have been depressed off and on. I am now 31. Never been married and I don’t have any children. I am actually pretty successful compared to my friends and relatives. 8 years ago, the love of my life passed away suddenly from a motorcycle accident. […]

I’m Sorry

Thursday, June 12th, 2008

HAPPY FATHER’S DAY

I’m Sorry I am NOW Happy

Tuesday, June 3rd, 2008

I’m Sorry..
EAT DOG SHIT FOREVER !!!!!!

Untitled

Wednesday, May 28th, 2008

I’ve literally been aware of this website for no longer than five minutes, but I can’t explain how relieved I feel for having typed ’suicide’ in a search engine. Some of the stories I scanned are heart-wrenching and I don’t feel I can compare (even though that isn’t the point), or even justify why I […]

witness

Wednesday, May 14th, 2008

Today happens to be my 34th birthday. I have been a survivor of debilitating depression since I was 19. I have forgotten the person I was. After 14 years of severe depression and all of the questions all of the odd looks all of the hopelessness and pain. All of those wasted years and potential. […]

When Will I Feel Good Again? Where Did I Go Wrong?

Saturday, May 10th, 2008

Basically My Life Story, Reasons For Being Suicidal.

Still Can’t Believe It Ended Like This

Sunday, May 4th, 2008

I have written here before in an entry called Lowest.
When my school fell apart, I switched to a Christian school for sixth grade which I thought would be a great experience because I had a few friends there. I had no idea what I was in for. I had been picked on a […]

Fuck it

Tuesday, April 29th, 2008

well, i really dont know why im still living, ive had enough of this fucking world, i figured that out when i was 7.
saw my friend hanging from a rope and dangling from the ceiling, worst thing ive ever seen in my life, and every single day from that point on, ive always wondered why […]

Winter Came and Went

Tuesday, July 24th, 2007

This story won’t take long, but if I could this story would go on forever. That is how much I had admired this man. He was a dedicated teacher who knew so much of his students’ potentcial for greatness, but did not have time to admire their bright futures. The day he had died, I […]