Lately I’ve just been feeling like I’m stupid and not good at anything. I see everyone around me, and they’re harder workers, more dedicated, and more inquisitive. They seem to care about stuff. I just can’t seem to care about school or really anything for that matter. I don’t even know if it’s depression at this point. I’ve never been diagnosed with anything, but I’ve just been a mess recently for a variety of reasons. I feel like each day I get older, I care less and less about my future. It’s like I see my future slipping away and I’m still in high school. […]
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Wow, it’s been a while since I last posted. I’m 17 now and I guess that things have changed for me. I now have more friends and closer ones at that than I did when I last posted, and I am definitely more confident in my sexuality than I once was. That said, I still go through periods of really wanting to kill myself. I still, as I said more than a year ago, hate myself. I hate the way my school year is going, and how I’m performing academically. My relationship with my parents, especially my mom is also shit, with her being an […]
I go online searching for men to hook up with. (I’m gay) I’ve hooked up with 2 so far, one was 18 or 19 and the other was 55. Yes 55. I’m 15 almost 16 btw. When ever I cum, I always feel such deep regret and remorse, especially after hooking up with other people. Especially the 55 year old. I was raped “statuatorily” by him, and yet I still find myself talking to him over the internet. I always feel worthless and just dirty afterwards, and it’s not even like I’m crazy religious or something. I hate my body and every new pimple or […]
Today, I came out to my mother. However, I still feel incredibly nervous and I don’t know why. It just feels weird to have something so private be exposed.(willingly of course) Can anyone attest to feeling like this after coming out?
Like many users of this site, I have been reading through many of your stories and I guess I finally want to share my story with all of you. I’m 15, gay, and depressed. I know that sounds like a lot of you on this site. This summer I did something that I deeply regret. On this teen dating app, called Distinc.tt, I had sex with 55 year old man. I was scared, and when he came to my house I just sort of let him guide me through it. He tried to pressure me into anal, sticking his fingers up my ass, but I […]