December 2016 I laid on train tracks near my apartment begging for a train to come by and just make the pain go away. Almost an hour went by and no train. Fuck that train.
I was hospitalized for a week and then sent to outpatient care for a month to regain some strength. I met some of the best people I have ever seen in my life.
Mover a year went by and I decided I needed a support system. So I reached out to a boy. I fell in love with the boy and I am convinced he was in love with me too.
Weeks went […]