I had no idea a website like this existed, but I’m grateful to have found it. I lurked and read many things here before deciding to sign up to post. I wonder if anyone out there can relate to my story? I wonder if anyone out there is my age, or older? I wonder if anyone shares my burdens? I wonder, I wonder…. I guess we all wonder those things… Anyway, here I am at 38 years old (I feel like the oldest on here) writing to no one or everyone about my desire to die via suicide. It’s not something new. There are moments […]
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Asystole
Asystole
I'm a 38 y/o inner city 911 Paramedic. I've been in EMS since I was 22. I have a degree in Kinesiology that I never used because I fell in love with Paramedicine. I intend to end my life when my last pet has died.... I estimate that to be in 2017 but there is still A LOT I want to "wrap up" before I make my final exit. I'm a female. I'm an out lesbian. I'm Agnostic - leaning heavily towards Atheism after years of research. I could blame my desire for death by suicide on many things, but I'll save that for another time. This is my first visit.... it's currently December 8, 2016.