A boy messaged me on Facebook to thank me for standing up for him against bullies in middle school. It made me feel good, like me living actually had a good influence on someone’s life.. I don’t see a reason to kill myself tonight … He actually saved me ..
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Thank you all for your kind words .. But God does not want me here, nobody wants me here, and I need to put myself out of my pain and suffering, if all goes well this will be my last post. Take care of yourselves.
No one will believe me
. . . . until I turn up dead.
I tried to hang myself an hour ago and couldn’t pull through because it reminded me of my asthma attacks. There has to be an easier way to do this !
I am at my wits end in life. Normally I am able to pull through when things get tough but lately I am seriously considering killing myself. I understand that everyone goes through life drama but I don’t think I am strong enough to carry everything on my shoulders anymore. I am 18 and as of right now I feel alone. I was raped from the time I was 7 until I was 11 by my stepbrothers and their friends. I never said anything to anyone because (as a little girl) I believed what they told me .. That they would break up my family. […]