I wish I just knew, simply put, a straight forward answer for why are we here and what should I do? What am I supposed to be doing? What’s the best thing to do? What does God want me to do? What is the point in living right now?
It just seems so pointless. “Helping others” seems the highest serving purpose I can come up with, but looking even slightly beyond that it still seems all completely pointless. My existential crisis game is strong lately.