Then i’m gone. Then i’m gone. Then i’m gone.
Dr dolittle
Dear santa,
I wrote you but you still ain’t callin’
Christmas is just around the corner and snow is fallin’
I sent two letters back in autumn i guess you haven’t gott’em yet
Unless you did and you just haven’t replied you fat lazy git
Whatzzup man, you been out again playin’ golf?
Anywayz, what’s happenin’, say hi to my mate rudolph
I think he’s a crazy reindeer as it goes
With them silly dumb-ass antlers, man, and that crazy red nose
Anyway forget about that, man here’s my present list
I hope i get what i want or else i’ll be well (pissed)
I […]
3Â wise men. Where are ate.????
Did you delete your last post.? I think your sister generality give’s a shit about you. Pay here the same respect.?
Under Anesthesia you just don’t sleep you lose consciouness it self. I remember when i was a kid going under. Say remember. I don’t remember shit.
Anesthesia take’s away consciouness. No dreaming No anything. I guess that’s what being dead is like.?
Ok so you are not conscious. But not dead. (my body.) I mean. Still functional. Anesthesia take’s away consciouness. So my subconscious kick’s in.?
Doctor’s shine a light in you eye’s to see they dilate. If they don’t that mean’s you dead.
I’m trying to find out if you are under anesthesia dose this still happen.? I think it dose. (sub conscious.) So i’ve googled it and all i’m […]
I’m fucked. I’m damned if i do. (cause i will be dead. I don’t want to be dead.) Ok it will hurt my family. But i’m really thinking about me. (selfish i know.) But they will get over it. I think it’s the guilt thing. (If you kill your self people.) (Family will feel guilty about it. Blame them self’s.) They would easy get over my death.And understand why i’ve taking my life. (I hope anyway.) But they would feel guilty. Prob find that hard. So my suicide note. Has to kind to make sure that they don’t feel guilty. My family are shit. And i do blame them. […]
Ruthy proof it.? (medium) ask the spritâ€s what’s my age.? (didn’t think so.)
Fuck it. It’s going to happen anyway. (Soon. After the hoilday’s) It will end. (me). So do i feel sad.? (yes) but i can not live like this. I’m hate in this.
I’m not here for this.
If i’m not enjoy in this.
All fled all done so lift me on the pyre.
The feast is over and the lamps expire
I’m sacrificing myself to save the countless many who would have to die if I were to live. It’s a noble cause I figure. A good reason to die. I like to think you’d agree.
All fled–all done so lift me on the pyre.
The feast is over and the lamps expire.
Houston i’m in trouble.
Did anybody ask me.?
Did i get a say or choice.? ( or was i just born.) If there is a supreme being ( and that’s a big if.? And i asked for life.Then it’s on me.) But if there in’t. Then it’s my right to end it. I’m standing on a crossroad’s. Life? or Death?
I’m choose in Death. So why am i choose in death.? Cause my life suck’s. It’s worthless and empty. I’m worthless and empty. (i’m not enjoying this.) What’s the point of being. If it’s just empty.?
I know all religion’s say suffering is good for the soul. This soul had […]
Please allow me to introduce myself
I’m a man of wealth and taste
I’ve been around for a long, long year
Stole many a man’s soul and fateAnd I was ’round when Jesus Christ
Had his moment of doubt and pain
Made damn sure that Pilate
Washed his hands and sealed his fatePleased to meet you
Hope you guess my name
But what’s puzzling you
Is the nature of my gameStuck around St. Petersberg
When I saw it was a time for a change
Killed the Czar and his ministers
Anastasia screamed in vainI rode a tank
In a general’s rank
When the Blitzkrieg raged
I came from nothing. Did not exist once. So if i came from nothing And i go back to being nothing. Can it happen again.? Cause it’s all ready happend once. I never gave the religion thing much thought. I new we all end up dead. But never really paid much attention to it.
I have decided to kill my self.. Cause i’m not going to live like this. So you start thinging about it.
I don’t get the hole after life deal. Cause think about it. I’m my body and my body give me my personality.
From keeping fit. ( i keep fit cause my body like’s […]
Im Dammed if i do. I’m Dammed if i don’t.
As darkness look’s at me. For i walk in to the night.
For my soul can not be saved. As i walk in to the moon light. Forever my soul sleep.
It feel’s there is no escaping for me. The curse of the moon is with me. Darkness walk’s with me. The sun can’t shine down here. Where i’m at.