I’m sorry for losing who I was and killing the girl you loved…and I’m sorry that you miss her..she is gone and left all the broken parts of herself with me…I pick up the pieces one by one hoping I can put her back together…but just when I think I might have this puzzle of pieces worked out I look down to see more pieces than there were before…and realize that all my effort, sweat, and tears were for nothing but this hollow person I’ve become..alone and misunderstood…always wanting a man that loves a girl that I no longer know how to be. I will […]
FadingFlame
FadingFlame
A fading flame, I destroy all beauty around me, I used to be strong and burn bright but the oxygen is slowly running out. I am fading, I am dying out, soon I'll be nothing but smoke dancing in swirls to the ceiling hoping I find a way out before I slowly become nonexistent.
I am a f/24, and I wish to get a job and go back to college (possibly turn my life around for the better) but I feel so hopeless constantly..I was raised Christian and o ahbe lost all faith this past year..I always had such high hopes for myself nd future but my perspective has completely change..
…My life began spiraling downwards when I started takin painkillers. My parents were drugs addicts my whole life (crystal meth) and even though we lost many homes and my dad lost many jobs I always felt like the strong one…the one who could hold our family of six together […]