This society. I wasn’t made for it. I do it all a certain way they do it a certain way but that’s not the question. They all have ‘something’ in common which binds them together whether it be disgust for outcasts like me or another thing. To live in the fact that I will have to keep away from most people for the rest of my life in a way that I don’t take up a profession and regret doing it. The very presence of a creature surrounding my surroundings is enough a dose to me let alone having to bear the talk or their […]
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Summoning demons or spirits is the same as summoning or contacting human spirits in body form. They feed on us like scavengers if they know we’re depressed or losing or different. likewise with demons if they see you unprotected and willing for a contact they exploit you. It’s always best to stay away from people and demons they’re both the same
Allergic to life.
Allergic.
Allergic.
Allergic.
State the name of the saddest songs you listen to.
Most depressing.
Any song that gives you relief.
Mention the genre too if you can.
Thank you.
I wanted to belong to somewhere… a home type of thing.. a feeling that from here… no one’s gonna take my place because it’s mine. That place. Like clouds belong to the sky. Some place that gives me a feeling of ‘mine’. For years I have lingered with several people but didn’t belong to them after some time. A religion that wants to call me and tell me ‘It’s your home now, it’s for you’ or a relation that doesn’t fade with time. A relation as deep as some abyss without a bottom I die… they die we both die and for true for real. […]
I’m learning that some of the world is because of me. I’m an element that formed just like others. I’m accepting that there is a whole lot going in others’ lives too. Looking at the world like a genius philosopher will drain me out. Sitting on the bed for years depressed as a crow will be for my own failure. Not letting myself see beyond my veil is a true sin. Why? when? who? where? is only gonna land me with higher dosage of sertraline or lithium.. Hating others will make me ill. Insomnia if untreated and if I’m unwilling to sleep will make me […]
I bring along melancholia and bad luck wherever I pass by. I’m disgusting and always try to hide this fact. I made several cuts but the disgust did not went. It grew and stung like a bee. I’m incompetent. I’m less in every thing. I’m not even possible. I’m never needed only forced. I don’t measure… Iam a burden. Never enough for any situation any place any person.. FAIL.