i’m a man(22yrs old) that only live to help my family to get through their life successfully after my father left us with nothing…and now i think my job is almost done and i need all of you guys out there to give me suggestions…urm…those people who want to say”don’t do it” please don’t mind bout this ok…i’m not in a bad mood or sober or depressed,in fact i have a wonderful time with my family….it’s just i think my time’s almost up and i need somewhere to enjoy my death….Thank you …..