well I’ve been trying to work out thinks with my exe but seems like things are going good but idk somethings up I can feel it and its destroying me thinking about it and it hurts plus she was the only one there for me now I have no one she just left me to go drink with some guys I’ll come back for you she said but she hasn’t come so I’m gonna string up I had it with this life shit fr man I’m so alone and lonely it gets hard trying to keep myself together everyday today I give up man she […]
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man I hate this my depression it getting really bad I don’t wanna do nothing to myself but I think my body’s giving up on me because it’s not letting me eat are do anything it’s getting really bad I’m so shaky too it’s scaring me but what am I trying to scared of I welcome death but not like this so tonight I’m going to do it but I’m so weak and I’ll I just don’t know anymore my body stop fighting so should I
Well I’m done fr. Tonight’s gonna be the night I do it. Been waiting all day for night to come so I can go and hang myself I got the perfect spot to I’ve had enough of this I’m to fucked up I’m hurting I can’t bounce back not from this I’ve had it lost hope no faith I don’t wanna go through life living like this so that’s why this must be nice but thought I’d get advice but nah but it’s all good I hope all you guys win your battles but I’m losing mine but thanks anyways never take things for granted […]
Well here it goes first time posting anything but I’m 19 been depressed since I was 10 at the age 14 that’s when I first attempted suicide I took all of my moms pills my childhood friend saved me called the paramedics but I was oblivious to this because I was gone but I had to stay in the hospital for two weeks I never got any visitors I’ve been alone all my life had a rough childhood I was abused by everyone so I became to think it was normal growing up so I did what was done to me to other people because […]