So I tried to kill myself (with good reason) a couple months ago and this guy who’s been helping me get through stuff that I’ve known for over a year made me go to the hospital and it was traumatic hell and I’ve been more screwed up since then than I was before. I’ve only spoken to him a couple of times since then, and I talked to him yesterday and reiterated all the same stuff about how it’s his fault that I had to go to the hospital and how it was stupid and screwed me up and he won’t listen and keeps saying […]
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He’s 41, I’m 16, he created this website for kids in crisis and I’ve been talking to him on a regular basis for almost a year and a half. I’ve been suicidal for longer than that but I didn’t try anything until a little while ago when all the shit in my life hit the fan. I told him because I trusted him not to freak out. After a few weeks he and my guidance counselor ganged up on me and since he’s out of the country the counselor took me to the ER and told my mom everything and I wanted her clueless. The […]
I’ve been hurting since December 2009 when this guy I met online (J) stopped responding to emails. I was really hurting before that because my dad’s a piece of shit who had six strokes and is really mentally ill. But it only started hurting so bad when J stopped talking to me. It ripped my guts out. I couldn’t breathe without him. I loved him so bad and it killed me that he didn’t want me anymore.
I met this amazing guy online (S) and I know he really exists, he made this whole organization and website for teens in crisis and I talk to him […]