It doesn’t seem worth living. Being chronically ill is a handful to say the least. Living with multiple physical and mental illnesses is ridiculously hard and is very damaging to overall quality of life. I’ve been through enough in these 23 years. From abuse to abusing myself, I have just had enough.
I have a fascination with ending my life. It’s always been an option for me since I was a kid. I’ve attempted multiple times but they weren’t lethal enough. The best way I’ve tried is partial hanging but after I black out the flight kicks in and my eyes shoot open and […]
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lonliestdisease
I’ve dealt with more than a lot could handle all my life it seems. I’m still here which means something I guess? Not without addictions and other self destructive behaviors. Every year I say “this is the worst year of my life “ well 2016 has actually been the worst so far. From suicide attempts to my self harm addiction surfacing again, to mental hospital visits and losing friends, losing stability, nowhere to call home, etc..I’ve lost everything this year, especially myself. BPD, Fibro, anxiety, PTSD, and other illnesses have plagued me for so long and this year my pain is at an all time […]