I’m so sad . I really can’t remember the last time I was truly happy. I hate everything about my life . The only reason I’m still here is because of my mom and dad . They wouldn’t deserve a heart break so big . I wish I was happy . I cry myself to sleep every night. And I pray to god to not let me wake up the next day .
Luci94
Loneliness is the barbed wire that stretches across the plains and take roots into the veins . Like broken glass it peels the skin and takes root again. It’s the scars that are ugly, never the glass and as much as you hate it , it’s going to last.
” Don’t act like I didn’t care ”
– a person who truly doesn’t care .
I miss feeling loved. I’ve gotten fat and ugly and you don’t love me anymore. You won’t kiss me , you won’t hold me , you don’t even talk to me . You have no idea what’s been going on and you don’t care . I’ve been planning my death for weeks now and all you do call me dramatic when you hear me cry myself to sleep at night. You wouldn’t even care to find out the reason behind any of this .
I’ve been suicidal for about 10 years now (on and off ) i say on and off because I go through times where all that’s on my mind is killing my self. I’ve never actually talked to anyone about this. I tried to kill my self when I was 16. I am now 22 . For about a week now I’ve been researching ways to kill myself . I don’t want to fail this time . But I am scared . I don’t want my loved ones to feel pain when I’m gone but I know that is impossible. So I rather make it so […]