Does anyone wonder what is next as in the afterlife because once we step off of this planet we do not know what is next all that we can know is that the life we have always known is over forever. Â People will be sad and traumatized but what will we be. I leave next week and build strength daily for my journey but leaving it all is also hard.
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pinkheartbroken
I have tried to commit suicide
3 times since November 2012
and failed. Â My next attempt will
be next week. Â i am going to try
a new but very difficult method
because it is said to be a sure thing
and painless. Â Choosing a date to
exit is so difficult because there
are people who still love me and
would be sad if I am gone. Â The date
always coincides with some date
that is special. Â Now the waiting and
summoning the energy to put
together everything that I need.
I sleep 15 + hours a day and can
hardly get enough energy to get
up and eat and shower. Â The only
thing that brings relief from the
constant emotional agony is sleep
and […]