Oka, so after about 10yrs of struggling with this I decided I’m going through with it. I’ve wrote my letter for my loved ones and I’m actually going to discuss my decision with them before hand. My mom knows I’ve struggled with this for a while, but my dad (who lives in another country) will be something else… I’m hoping this method of suicide works, bcus I fear any health repercussions. I don’t intend on taking a lot of sleeping pills, just enough to get me groggy, sleepy and keep me from trying to get some air from drowning. This is a decision I am […]