About tattoo400

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I am 29 and I live in So California. My problems worthy of suicide are (as listed in order in my suicide note) are: Type 1 diabetes, Blindness, Mystery internal side pain and sexual addiction. My diabetes is not supposed to be part of my life as I am thin and no one in my family has it. The 3-4 shots every day are starting to disfigure my body and the insulin is to hard to accurately dose. The tumor that took my vision was benign but “shows an aggressive nature with a propensity to recur” and being without my vision is pure torture! I have some weird pain in my side that the doctors cannot find the cause for and I am hopelessly fixated on sex. I was born with the perfect sexual tool but I don’t get to use it. I can’t escape sexual thought’s EVER. All of these things are adding up to me just pulling the trigger and hoping that it’s better on the other side. I am not strong enough to stand up to this life. I am no young kid with all manner of reasons to be alive…….I am 29 and my life was over before it ever really began. I don’t think anyone out there can relate to me or my problems so I don’t expect anyone to say anything to me. The grass is always greener on the other side……..


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