I haven’t felt this strongly about wanting to kill myself before.
I complain too much…
My friend told me to promise not to kill myself… As she has Thanatophobia (Fear of death)…
I can’t promise… I never promise that… Ever.
Because I know one day it will happen.
Its how I’m going to die, I don’t see myself dying any other way.
It may not be now, or even soon, I may not live past 20, I may live until 30, 40, I doubt 50.
In the end, I know I’m going to do it myself.
I’m sure that’s how it always ends with me.
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