I feel like all of my life all I have really done is exist. I have been numb for years. I just dont know if I remember how to feel anything. At an early age my dad almost killed me. My mom to this day hates the person that saved my life. Great, both of my parents (the two people that should always care) want me dead. How bad was I? What kind of child I must have been that they wanted rid of me this bad. How do you trust anyone after this? I don’t… Following this was my Mom getting re-married. Now to […]