It’s like there’s a slug inside me that comes out to suck away my life. Whenever anything happens, it’s like a darkness taking it and a part of me along with it away and it just leaves me feeling numb. I don’t see the point in anything anymore, I have no motivation. I cry empty tears; I feel nothing with them, but I can’t stop myself. At the same time I feel everything, acutely, sharp like a knife. I want to do well, I want to succeed, but I don’t see why and I don’t care to try. It seems as if somebody cut me, […]