It hurts, that I can’t be what everyone wants. Or what anyone needs. And it hurts that I can’t be what I want, what I need. Because I’m not enough. I wont ever be enough. And I’ll never even be close to enough. And it hurts. It hurts, so damn bad.
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wishingthiswasover
It’s not fair what happens to people. fuck fuck fuckity fuck. Sometimes, I wish my mind could forget the things my eyes have seen. .-. My mind keeps wondering to calls. Medical. Fire. Wrecks. All of it. The people we can’t save. I know we are told, remember the ones we do save, not the ones we don’t. But that’s kinda hard. I’ve not really had a problem with the aftermath of bad calls. But something is different, my mind won’t fucking stop thinking about it all. Then the questions swarm in, what if this what if that, what could we of done different, maybe […]